The Eclectic Pen - Anger, Hurt, and Pain


By: Crystal S. (LiveLife)   + 35 more  
Date Submitted: 2/24/2008
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  I feel all this anger
I feel all this pain
I feel all this hurt
Why did you do it to me?

Did you want to see me hurt?
Did you want to hurt me so bad?
What did I ever do to you?
How could you be so cruel?

All these years after everything
I can still feel everything you did
I can feel your fist on me
I can feel your friends doing things they shouldn't have

The Pain I feel is just so great
Will it ever go away and stay away
Will I always be triggered by hearing your name?
Why Dad, Why did you do it?

I want to understand
I want to know why
I want to be able to move on from it
Is that so hard to do?

I hate you for everything you did
I hate you for all this pain I still feel
I hate you for not even regretting what you have done
Most of all I hate you because of who you are

You were supposed to protect me
You were supposed to be there for me
Instead you about killed me
Instead you only cared about yourself

Why did it have to happen to me?
Why did you do everything you did?
Was I so damn hard to love?
Was I so damn easy to hate?

Why did you beat me?
Why did you about kill me?
Why did you let your friends rape me?
Why weren't you a father at all?

Damn you and the things you did
Damn you and the things you said
Damn you for every hurt you put me through
Damn you for everything you said to me

Your no father at all
You don't deserve any children
You don't deserve anything from me
You don't even deserve my hate but you got it

I feel all this anger
I feel all this pain
I feel all this hurt
Why did you do it to me?


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BARBARA D. (TINKER) - 2/25/2008 10:13 PM ET
I FEEL SORROW FOR YOUR FATHER,HE'S MISSED THE BEST LOVE AND JOY HE COULD KNOW THE LOVE OF HIS OWN CHILD.
Claudia R. (BrokenWing) - 2/28/2008 9:19 AM ET
I've often felt the same. Very expressive.
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