OH my gosh. Is this really a true story? If so, you are certainly a survivor, to have gone through all of this and still have love in your heart for your mom. Are you male or female? How old are you now? Have you managed to find a partner to be with? I hope you have chosen more wisely than your Mom did. You certainly deserve some real love in your life. A very well written story. With some guidance, you could turn your story into a best seller book.