I was amazed by how often and how quickly Jay's outlook on life changed. The amount of control that the occult held in his life was frightening. His journal provides outsiders with a look into a mysterious and terrifying world of Satanism. The fact that he was a young, bright student, very involved at school with big plans for the future, reminds us that ANYONE could become mixed up in a situation like this. The scariest part is that he wrote a number of entries about how wrong it was, how he wanted to get out, etc. but couldn't do so, until he took his own life.