Every time I close my eyes I remember what you did I remember how you did it I remember the pain coming Every time I close my eyes I dream of the pain you caused I dream of the way everything happened I dream of you selling me to your friend Every time I close my eyes I see them laughing at me I see them touching me I see them punching me Every time I close my eyes I see the way I am I see the bruises they caused I see the glazed look in my eyes Every time I close my eyes I can see myself reaching for that bottle I can see myself taking those pills I can see myself the way that they want me Every time I close my eyes I wonder why can't I just die I wonder how you could do this I wonder how I can keep living Every time I close my eyes I hear your evil laughter I hear you ask the guys if I had been a good lil girl I hear you tell them to do it again Every time I close my eyes I want to kill you I want to see you hurt the way I do I hate everything about who you are Every time I close my eyes I see the gun pointed at you I see the look in your eye I see that I can't keep doing this Every time I close my eyes My heart breaks again My mind wanders off I can't sleep anymore Every time I close my eyes I remember what you did I remember how you did it I remember the pain coming |