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The Eclectic Pen - Every Time I Close My Eyes


By: Crystal S. (LiveLife)   + 35 more  
Date Submitted: 2/24/2008
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Words: 247
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  Every time I close my eyes
I remember what you did
I remember how you did it
I remember the pain coming

Every time I close my eyes
I dream of the pain you caused
I dream of the way everything happened
I dream of you selling me to your friend

Every time I close my eyes
I see them laughing at me
I see them touching me
I see them punching me

Every time I close my eyes
I see the way I am
I see the bruises they caused
I see the glazed look in my eyes

Every time I close my eyes
I can see myself reaching for that bottle
I can see myself taking those pills
I can see myself the way that they want me

Every time I close my eyes
I wonder why can't I just die
I wonder how you could do this
I wonder how I can keep living

Every time I close my eyes
I hear your evil laughter
I hear you ask the guys if I had been a good lil girl
I hear you tell them to do it again

Every time I close my eyes
I want to kill you
I want to see you hurt the way I do
I hate everything about who you are

Every time I close my eyes
I see the gun pointed at you
I see the look in your eye
I see that I can't keep doing this

Every time I close my eyes
My heart breaks again
My mind wanders off
I can't sleep anymore

Every time I close my eyes
I remember what you did
I remember how you did it
I remember the pain coming


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