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His Bright Light : The Story of Nick Traina
Author: Danielle Steel

Book Information
Publisher: Delta
Book Type: Paperback
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ISBN-13: 9780385334679 - ISBN-10: 0385334672
Publication Date: 2/8/2000
Pages: 336


Other Versions of this Book: Hardcover, Audio Cassette, Hardcover

Book Description:
"This is the story of an extraordinary boy with a brilliant mind, a heart of gold, and a tortured soul. It is the story of an illness, a fight to live, and a race against death.

"I want to share the story, and the pain, the courage, the love, and what I learned in living through it. I want Nick's life to be not only a tender memory for us, but a gift to others. . . . I would like to  offer people hope and the realities we lived with. I want to make a difference. My hope is that someone  will be able to use what we learned, and save a life with it."
--Danielle Steel

From the day he was born, Nick Traina was his mother's joy. By nineteen, he was dead. This is Danielle Steel's powerful, personal story of the son she lost and the lessons she learned during his courageous battle against darkness. Sharing tender, painful memories and Nick's remarkable journals, Steel brings us a haunting duet between a singular young man and the mother who loved him--and a harrowing portrait of a masked killer called manic depression, which afflicts between two and three million Americans.

At once a loving legacy and an unsparing depiction of a devastating illness, Danielle Steel's tribute to her lost son is a gift of life, hope, healing, and understanding to us all.

With a new afterword for the paperback edition.

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Top Member Book Reviews

Janis K. (scrapbooklady) wrote on 7/3/2007...

3 member(s) found this review helpful.

How do you critique a book about a mother's torment of raising a manic depressive child?

If you've never experienced living with or being close to a severely mentally ill person, you should read this book just to get a glimpse of what the families of 6% of the population in the United States deal with on a daily basis...

The book starts pleasantly enough, with an introduction to the circumstances surrounding Nick's birth, to Steel's marriage to John Traina and her subsequent life in Pacific Heights. It was during this time of personal fulfillment and astounding professional success that Steel began to genuinely recognize that Nick was ill--though no one would believe her.

For those who don't know, for many years it was relatively unheard of to diagnose a child as bipolar or manic depressive, though Nick was. Such obstacles left Steel with few options, as Nick went from angel to devil to a place of crushing depression that eventually took his life.

As time progresses I found myself captivated as Steel articulately portrayed the trials and tribulations regarding her late son's illness, though no one else seemed to think of him as anything other than "spoiled" or "amusing". As Nick's depression and erratic behavior began to escalate, the long battle to accurately diagnose him and attain appropriate treatment began. It's hard to imagine what would have happened if Nick's mother had not been Danielle Steel with all her money and available resources.

Also intertwined within Steel's heart-warming narrative are hysterical tales of Nick's hi-jinks and budding music career with then-band Link 80, whose music you can still find on i-Tunes. For a brief while I almost forgot the inevitable ending, and hoped that Nick would conquer his demons and flourish just like his mother before him. Unfortunately, as we all know, that never had the chance to happen.

Nick passed away of a heroin overdose, leaving his friends, family and especially his mother completely shattered. I applaud Steel's strength in refusing to let his passing not have a greater purpose, that being to educate the world that mental illness is not only prevalent, but nondiscriminatory in those it takes hold of. Modern science is there to help (regardless of what Tom Cruise says)and Nick's memory lives on for those who knew him, and those who never did, but wish they had the opportunity.

In sum, this book is HIGHLY recommended-- this coming from a man who never once picked up one piece of Steel's fiction. I may not buy her many novels that always reach the the best-seller lists, but if there is ever any future material about Nick's Bright Light, I will certainly be reading!


It seems Steele wrote this book more to keep his beloved son's memory alive than anything else. At times, while reading this book I felt a bit mentally drained. Despite the depressing story of Nick's life, I learned a great deal about what it means to cope with a loved one afflicted with a serious mental illness such as bipolar disorder. This is a sad, frustrating, hopeless, at times hopeful and happy story filled with personal sacrifice. It's an emotional roller coaster much like Nick's short life filled with the best and worst experiences.

Amy V. (DolphinLover73) wrote on 9/16/2007...

2 member(s) found this review helpful.

Excellent book. My oldest son was recently diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder and it helped me understand what some others go through with this horrific disease. I am lucky that my son was diagnosed at such an early age and is now doing great!!

Shai G. (LoveBeingMOM) - CA wrote on 9/14/2006...

2 member(s) found this review helpful.

This book tells the story of a mother advocating for her son, a child suffering from mental illness, the life they all lead and the pain of his death.

My son is bipolar. I am thankful he was dx at an early age. I ache as I read what this famiily and child went through. It is a tough read, but one I feel is VERY important for every parent of a mentally ill child.

Rebekah Z. wrote on 12/8/2005...

1 member(s) found this review helpful.

I grew up as a fan of the punk band Link80. This is a great story of the life and death of one of the members of the band, Nick Traina, who also just happens to be the son of famous author Danielle Steel.

Angel R. (Angelbaby666) wrote on 11/6/2005...

1 member(s) found this review helpful.

This was a very good book. It had me crying most of the time that I was reading it. Danielle Steel is a very brave woman for writing this book you can tell by reading it that it was breaking her heart to do it. It was very well written though I loved it!

Helen K. (Billie-K) wrote on 8/7/2005...

1 member(s) found this review helpful.

A biography of Nick Traina, the beloved son of Danielle Steele. His short life was filled with the ups and downs of his mental illness, told unflinchingly but always lovingly by his mother.


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Anne B. wrote on 8/28/2009...


This book was rather long for what it had to tell. I found my mind wandering. There were some good sections but overall not what I'd call a great read.

Linda S. (Jewelz) wrote on 4/28/2007...


If you are just starting to read Danielle Steel, this book will help you understand her life and how she writes within it.

Chris S. (Snowball7470) - TX wrote on 1/5/2007...


Excellent book, a very emotional memoir about the life and struggles of her son Nick's battle with manic depression. Sad and emotional but a very good book for anyone trying to understand the illness in young people especially.

Cecile G. wrote on 8/20/2006...


Unbeilable true story of Danielle Steel's fight for life of her son. True, heartwarming, sad and wonderful all at once. A must read for her fans.

Marylou S. (TheLadyOnTheHill) wrote on 2/16/2006...


This book is about Danielle Steel son Nick. It is a true account and a good read.

(exciteamomm) wrote on 8/8/2005...


I loved this one. It tells of a reall families battle with a terrible disease.


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