|Today had so many ups and downs that I couldn't quite keep track.
But I finished the day as I always do, not wanting to go back.
To the life that I am living, the one that keeps me down.
The one that I have lived so long, the one that keeps me bound.
I managed to do a little soul searching, while I was winding down the day.
I'm not sure if I like what I've found, or if I even want to say.
But that is the whole point, in this journey to find me.
I guess I have to be glad, that I am starting to see.
I discovered tonight, that I don't really want to be alone.
I just don't want to be where I am; I still feel the need to be gone.
Yet when I'm gone, I hate the loneliness I am left with.
There is no one there to share, no one to give my soul a lift.
At least with you, I know you'll always be there.
Even if I don't feel your love, or even that you care.
I know that you do, you've just forgotten how to show me.
I know that I still do, that much I can see.
The love is not the problem; it's the passion that I miss.
You've forgotten how to hold, you've forgotten how to kiss.
You've forgotten how far a touch can go, or even a caress.
You've forgotten all these things, but that doesn't make me want them less.
A compliment that I don't have to ask for would mean the world to me.
How do I know you still want me, if you don't let me see?
That I mean as much to you now, as I did, way back when.
That you still find me attractive, you don't have to pretend.
I know what I once was and I see what I am now.
Maybe it doesn't matter to you, but I just can't see how.
You could still love me, as much as you did before.
When you can't show it and I can't feel it anymore.
We go through life, just living, the feelings are all gone.
We both have each other, but were really both alone.
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