Promise me you'll be waiting When it's my time to go. And you'll be there to help me Teach me what I need to know. Im sure I will need your help. I'm scared for what is there. How do I know it is better And what do I do to prepare. What is it like up there? Or where ever it is we go. Will I feel happy or at peace? I really just want to know. I need to know what happens When I finally leave this place. Are there people there who love me? Or am I just another face? Is there really something out there Beyond this world we're part of? Or is it just another fairytale? There's no messages from above. I would really like to know What will happen when I die. So I can know what to do Before I say goodbye. If there is something bigger out there, I would like to know for sure. That I will belong in Heaven. Because right now I don't feel secure. I don't know where I'll be going. And I'm not sure if I believe All the stuff they tell me in church. But I don't want to be naive Sometimes I sit and pray. Not necessarily for me But for my son and his well being. But does He hear my plea? I don't want to keep my son From being a better person. So how do I show him the way When I haven't even picked one? |