How could she tell her husband? How could she live with herself?
Sarah knew that it would break her husbamd David's heart and destroy his pride if he learned that she had surrendered herself to his brother John, who had dominated David his whole life long.
She knew as well that she could never forget that brief moment of abandon, no matter how she wished it had never happened.
For always John remained to remind her, so near, so distant, so confident that one day again she would not be able to resist him - and Sarah could not say he was wrong.