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By: Jennifer D. (i--luv--ChRiSt)   + 8 more  
Date Submitted: 2/2/2009
Last Updated: 2/2/2009
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This was written years ago as teen yet the words still ring true.... She puts on her "all-together" face Even though she's about to fall apart She's so unsure of life And she's coping with a vulnerable heart She can't hear the answers Even though she prays And the neasau raises in her Day after failure of a day She doesn't want to explain She knows only God understands But she's having trouble believing He's holding her quaking hands She needs to break down Let the tears flow But she can't surrender She holds on when she needs to let go She's aching on the inside With a plastered perfect grin If only the turmoil could be seen That which she hides within She's crying out for someone to see her She doesn't want to come out and ask for help But she's loosing the only One Who ever kept her going And she just can't take it anymore... Judging friends are taking it out on her But emotions rush her soul Others try to calm her Can't they see the gaping hole? She's not okay She's not alrite She wont go down Without a fight The smile's on But the jokes on her She can't move on She needs the answer She knows God's got it all in control But she needs to feel His reality She knows the Bible inside-out But she needs that peaceful feeling She's tired of the half- price apathy The "just be good" Chrisitanity She wants the food her spirit needs Here she is, can't you see her on her knees Tell her she's worth something Cuz she's unsure of what she's holding onto She doesn't wanna displease God But its a trap she's falling into If anybody sees the pain Or knows the agony She's begging just go over there Its comforting she needs People say shes too hard on herself While others say she's changed And she's tired of the oposing sides Of this complicated game She needs to feel her God is real Just one time to know He's by her side She can't keep going on With this feeling tugging strong Does anybody realize The perfect Christian girl Is the one who just wants to fall asleep And forget the confusions of the world She's not about to commit sucide She's not that far down But she's headed into deep waters So catch her before she drowns Don't be fooled by her lips Her eyes tell a different story She's breaking into a million pieces She needs to see His glory She's asking anyone In any place Don't be shy Please don't be afraid She needs the help She can't get to Someone please Show her the love She needs to fall in to

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