If I knew you Tina, I would give you a hug.
There are moments when I feel like I am losing it; My emotions are changing so fast I can’t even sit. I’m laughing one minute, then tears in the blink of an eye; I don’t understand what’s happening to me and I don’t know why. I’m usually the strong one, the one who holds it together; But not anymore, not right now, will this ever get any better? Who’s gona hold me together, whose gona fix what’s wrong? When I don’t even know myself, why I feel like I just don’t belong. Nothing feels right anymore, have I finally lost my mind? Why is this happening to me, I don’t have the strength to bind. These emotions that are running wild and free; There’s no where I can go, no on I can turn to, no one who can see. What I’m going through, my mind is running wild and I can’t slow it down; The emotions are driving me crazy and I don’t know where I’m bound. I wanna laugh, I wanna cry, I wanna scream, I wanna fly: All there raw emotions jumping back and fourth and no matter how I try. I can’t get a hold on my emotions, I feel so out of place; Have I really lost my mind, is it finally time to face? That I’m not the strong one and I can’t always make it right; Is it time to let someone else take over the fight? To make everything all right, to make everyone happy, to keep it all together? I can’t do this anymore, I can’t be the one to make everything better. I don’t have anything left to give, I don’t have anything left at all; I can’t even figure out how I feel, I can’t even build a wall. I can’t even find peace, there’s just too much pain; To block out all these feelings that are driving me insane. Please let me know what you think of my writings. I am looking for honest feedback. Thank You Tina |
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