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The Eclectic Pen - making sex not love

By: KellyAnne O. (GreenGarnet) -   + 6 more  
Date Submitted: 9/7/2009
Last Updated: 9/7/2009
Genre: Health, Fitness & Dieting » Sex
Words: 112

  i feel no release.
Not in any sense.,
My mind feels dirty
and i cannot understand
why im lying here
alone with this man

This is not what i want
I dont love him
To have sex
is to make love
in my eyes

To have sex is to
give the other person
complete control over you
trusting them completely

But I made sex
with this person today
not love

My thoughts are scrambled
Why dont i feel for this man
He is wonderfull
and everyone else wants him

Maybe hes the wrong type of man?
maybe hes not funny enough
or not handesome enough
or not strong enough

No thats not it.
I cant go on denying it any longer
The problem is he is a man
And i want a woman

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Marta J. (booksnob) - 9/7/2009 2:29 PM ET
Margaret B. (busybeebooker) - , - 9/15/2009 12:50 AM ET
sooooooooo is it sex or love you want with a woman??????
Mary L. - 9/18/2009 11:29 AM ET
A "coming out of the closet" revelation. Nice. Been there, done that, back in the day as they say.
Laura B. (Lbrownblack) - - 10/10/2009 1:54 PM ET
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