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The Eclectic Pen - Pain, Anger and Questions

By: Crystal S. (LiveLife)   + 35 more  
Date Submitted: 2/20/2008
Words: 147

  Don't know what to do
I turn to you
You turn away from me
What did I do
What did I say
How can you do me this way?
I loved you with everything I had
I loved you with everything in me
Yet you decided death was better than me
How could you do that
Why did you do that
How could you call that love?
How could you say you loved me?
The pain is going away
The anger is getting worse
I hate you for what you did to me
I hate you for making me hate you
I hate you for making me feel the way I do
It's been 5 years why won't the pain go away
Why do I still blame myself?
Will I ever get over blaming myself?
Will I ever blame someone else?
Will I ever blame you since your the one who did it?
I think that I will
I think that I need too
I can't live with blaming myself anymore

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