Haiku______A taste of life Slide the knife softly against my inner thigh sink inside of me slowly you lick the blood from the skin. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Haiku_______Dagger Will you slide it across my neck as you take me from behind the sharp steel glints in the moonlight. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Disembodied (poem) Disembodied soul detached as Pan's shadow a memory of happier times (was I ever truly happy?) and a promise to never feel whole again. No feelings, no consisitant thought the meaningless jumble of things that should matter but what is important? I don't know anymore all life seems trivial. The somber night, the smell of nothing, warm suffocation of days end too tired to think, too tired to breathe, too tired to be. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sleep (poem) Sleep, my grave, my silent savior the only thing to hope for the end of a disparaging day. No hope but that I will dream of you and this time the story will have a happy ending I can forget the things you did to me Oh, how you made me long for death. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Vini, Vidi, Vici ( poem) You came, you saw, you conquered, but I will never admit defeat. Body broken, bloody, rejected, my last words will always be "fuck you". How lucky to be able to walk away on steady feet, calm heart, and guiltless soul. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Crawl into me (poem) Crawl into my soul make a little home for yourself discover all the silent and still secrets I hold dear to my heart, a living corpse dying, rotting, breathing, blackened yet still beating. Crawl into my eyes quiet, probing, malicious windows to the soul. Empty smile bears no promises only echoes of things once said my truths, my lies, questions unanswered. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dark and Secret (poem) With time stretched out before me I longed for you, I ached for you, loneliness consumed and devoured me a demanding need for your love. Sky, Earth, Soul, rotting away in front of my eyes I chose you to be my grave so I could crawl away in secret and hide in all your dark places. The smell of damp earth slowly dying flesh, your eyes searched mine for a sign for me to say, it's not over yet, will it ever be over? The fibers of my being fused to yours two souls entwined in silence and the knowing of things as they are and shall always be....... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Suffocated (poem) All I ever wanted was you I thought I could be everything you wanted I could breathe you, feel you, revolve my life around you.. I thought no one could touch me with you by my side and I put you on a pedestal that you slowly slid off of too much adoration becomes confining to some too much love becomes suffocating.. I guess you coud say that I drowned you in my emotions with no one else to turn to, you drifted away although I was there all along. now that you are gone, I wonder.. who is really the victim..you or I? Now, alone, needy, and depressed, I long for the suffocating devotion I gave to you. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ |