Prayer Erased from consciousness A past beyond recollection Brick walls built to veil ones pain In search of the truth my mind remains vacant Eyes fused to what torture is brought upon this virgin soul Prepped for death to disembark on the wings of black angels Passionate hatred giving the only meaning to a depleted life Knowledgeable to the backward system in which all chances to thrive are slit from its strings Knowing to the fact of life that with wisdom of lies comes untrusting of all my fellow kind Violence the remedy to all my obstacles Allah brings to face Withstanding the pain the locked door to my heart bring with each marred day The dark depression being hell to live in Heaven a far off haven being an untouchable Untanable experience Whether to live and see another day with a tortured soul is a question wrestled with at each days end Still just another statistic looked upon with disdain Fighting to regain a part of me lost to the streets Trying to climb that ride in the sky Yet at the same time being loyal to what has forsaken me It being the only acquaintance by my side since school days Confused with past circumstances and present situation Lord please tell me what to do I pray to you |