mixed emotions well told
You clutch me to stop me from leaving and say Let's talk about this. Then I'm sitting in an armchair with you on your knees in front of me, head in my lap, arms holding my waist and You say, "I love you, don't leave me" Too little too late, I should say, but Deep down, I really wanted you to stop me from leaving. My head says Don't believe him. leave, while you still have the courage. Being alone is better than living with a faithless man My heart says Don't throw it all away Give him a chance He's never done this before and you know you still love him despite how badly he's hurt you. I feel as if I'm being torn asunder, not knowing whether to follow my heart or my head. Stay or leave-- A life changing decision I've always been a slave to my emotions so why change now? Oh well, I sigh, as I give in and decide to stay at least for a little while. I've never been able to resist you with your dark eyes, curly black hair and boyish charm. You take me in your arms and give me hungry, desperate, thought-stealing, soul-searing kisses, trailing a path of fire from my lips down my neck to my breasts and lower. Our clothes can't come off fast enough as your sweet intimate kisses trail lower between my thighs and you give me the most exquisite pleasure a man can give a woman, filling me with shimmering, endless longing and delight, heat and dampness and an empty, aching yearning to be filled, body and soul. I can't get enough of you, thinking this could be the last time I'm desperate for more of your body, more of your mouth, more of your hands, everywhere. I want you deep inside every part of me and hold you as if I'll never let go, feasting on you like a beggar at a banquet. You make love to me so gently and tenderly with a penitent reverence I've never experienced before, loving me as if your life depended on it, healing me with your touch You are a thief, stealing away my thoughts, my resistannce, my inhibitions, and my last shred of self-control. "Let me inside you" you say and I know I am lost As your delicious velvety hardness slides into my silky wet softness and you move inside me in that slow,sensual rhythmn I know so well. Time stands still, there's no future, no past, only this blissful moment The world recedes and there is no one but us two alone in the world and all thought is obliterated by pure emotion and blissful sensation. Sensing that I'm nearing the peak you pick up the pace and passion coils inside me like a spring until it explodes like fireworks and I am borne on a tidal wave of ecstasy. I feel you stiffen and shudder in my arms and liquid heat fills me, feeling as if you have poured your soul into mine. My heart is full and I'm filled with a joy that feels like anguish, relief and fear flood my emotions until they overflow and hot tears stream down my cheeks. Oh I have cried an ocean of tears over you, husband, what are a few more? Who did I think I was kidding anyway? You are imprinted on my soul and I'll never be able to cut you out of my heart. Living without you would simply be breathing. You hold me tenderly, wipe away my tears tell me not to cry, and promise never to cheat on me again. I want so desperately to believe you. I won't share you. If you ever betray me again, I promise you It will be the last time. |
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