The Secret Behind the Church Altar Author:Ann C. Willis This book is about a young lady sitting in an ordination service for her father to become a bishop. As the compliments are being given to him, her mind thinks about the sexual abuse she suffers at his hands. This little girl keeps her secret for herself, her pastor, and elder, and a deacon of the church by using scriptures to allow the sexual ab... more »use to continue until she runs away to get married.
After an unsuccessful marriage, which leads to suicidal attempts and mental anguish, and after treatment, she tries to make up for this great wrong by becoming a pastor and a spiritual counselor. By doing this, it keeps her in close contact with her attackers. So she tells the story of how she lives with fear, anxiety attacks, and nightmares while she preaches God's word. When her secret becomes too big for the world in which she lives, one night she hears a voice from God to tell her testimony.« less