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The Eclectic Pen - Memories and Guilt

By: Crystal S. (LiveLife)   + 35 more  
Date Submitted: 2/23/2008
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When I think I have it all I find out I have nothing When I think I found love I find out it was a lie If you loved me You wouldnt have left me If I had it all I wouldnt have lost you You chose the easy way out You didnt stop to think I lost my head When I lost you Did you think I'd stop loving you Did you think I'd start hating you I look at your pictures I start to hate you You put me through hell And what for? You never knew me at all You didnt give me a chance I hate this feeling I have I feel hopeless inside You didnt have to die You could have lived Why was you a coward Why couldnt you tell me I look at your picture I see your smile I see the way our daughter Would have looked Not only did I lose you I lost our child Did you even stop to think What could have happened No you did not You did not care So what does that say About the love we shared Why did all these memories Come back to haunt me Why wont they leave me alone Why cant I just be These memories are strong They show no signs of fading What will it take To make it all go away Memories, Memories, Memories I hate them every day I want to be in peace to live These damn memories wont leave me alone Why did you do it How could you do it Did you ever love me at all Or was it just an act The guilt goes away The guilt comes back I know I'm not to blame But yet I do blame myself The guilt tears a whole A whole right through me It eats at my heart I have nothing left to give Why do I have to remember Why wont these memories go away If they did Even just for a day These memories are slowly killing me Killing me inside Inside I feel like I'm nothing Nothing and nobody Damn you Damn you for making me have these memories

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