You punched and punched You kicked and you kicked You broke my arm But you did not break my spirit You battered me You beat me You just about killed me All of this just with your two fist You threw knives at me You hit me with a bat You hit me with beer bottles You hit me with anything you could You were suppost to be my dad You were suppost to love me Instead you just used your fists I never understood why I remember being in the hospital I remember you threatening to kill me I remember you letting your friends do stuff to me You were always good with your fists weren't you? Why did you do it? Why did you hate me so? How could you be so damn cruel How could you do that to your own flesh in blood? Now I don't have a damn thing to do with you You no not exsist in my life You can call me all you want Your not getting what you want Come near me with your fists again I will protect myself this time I am no longer a naive lil girl I am a woman who knows it is not right what you do Face the facts for once in your life You need help and you need it now You have already destroyed those who loved you Do you want to destroy yourself even more? Why couldn't you love me? Why wasn't I good enough? What did I do to deserve that? Why am I still wondering? You were my father But I no longer think of you that way I think you just helped my mom have me I have a dad now who loves me and is there for me You can never be that person So just back out and leave me alone Your fist no longer scare me You no longer scare me Your not worth being scared of That is what your aim in life is Is to scare anyone you can Why are you like that? Your fist bloodied me Your fist broke me Your fist bruised my body Your fist will never do it again You punched and punched You kicked and you kicked You broke my arm But you did not break my spirit |